Ranchi: I am giving away my life to you. But you may be too busy to catch hold of it, let alone care, last entry into 23-year-old Santa Das’s private diary, read.
An office management student of St Xavier College, Das hanged herself with her dupatta under strange circumstances at her lodge recently. Das’s boyfriend had dumped her, suggested 200-odd words suicide note.
“What was my fault? What was it that made you leave me for ………?” Das wished to ask, but her voice ditched her too.
Das wanted to speak to her love about the pain he had given, but her love hardly had time to listen. Cowardly, however, Das was not careless about her guy, at the very least.
“After I am gone, you will not be able to live with her happily. It is all that I know,” advised the tribal girl.
Certain scrawls in the succeeding paragraph indicated Das wanted to advice her guy to keep away from his new love. But once again her strength collapsed.
Das, who hails from Dhanbad district, was staying in Ranchi for the last four years. On the basis of a suicide note police suspect a triangle love affair was behind the incident.
“It appears that the boy, with whom Das is suspected to be having an affair, had recently developed relations with another girl. The deceased seems to be depressed over it,” said officer in-charge of Lower Bazaar police station A K Giri.
The suicide note does not however specify any name. The mobile phone of Das has gone missing, leaving the police clueless about Das’s boyfriend.
Words from Das’s diary have the police more confused. A paragraph loosely suggests: “I had told you if you cheat me, I will either kill myself or kill you. I hope killing myself is better.”
Das’s cousins told TOI they had no clue about the love affair of the girl. “I don’t know anything,” said one of her cousin sisters, who also studies at St Xavier.
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